You are the Saxophone. You're becoming more like your parents every year. You wonder if you should start doing anti-aging stuff now before it's too late. You have a nagging suspicion that there's something important that you were supposed to do today. Sometimes you wake up having had an amazing dream or an excellent idea, but you only rarely summon the will to write them down or record them on your phone. You left your phone somewhere recently and panicked when you realized that your poetry/lists/nudes weren't backed up anywhere. You feel safer being cautious, skeptical, not getting in too deep, having an exit strategy. You feel loneliest when you're all caught up. Sometimes you do so well on your first try that you feel there's no way you could do it better. You're often right.